thoughts.

erm...hello xD

2011-06-27T19:26:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA forgive me people for not updating for more than 2 months! i dont seem to have the mood anymore :( yet i wonder why i still my blog everyday. haha :) anyway....

this is one of my most recent videos. its made for an assignment in college :) its a video about camera movements, with a lil bit of story to it. enjoy xD!

k.ienlam

Haven't Met You Yet - Kien (Michael Buble cover)

2011-02-14T20:04:00.001+08:00

one of my favourite songs from Michael Buble. happy valentines day btw! this is for all you single ones out there! don't worry, you just haven't met him/her yet! you will one day :D

i hope i meet one too xD

hope you guys like it :D

k.ienlam

She Is Love - Kien ( Parachute Cover )

2011-01-21T20:25:00.000+08:00

another cover that i finally made after procastinating for a long time. haha :D hope you guys like it!

k.ienlam

happy new year!! ( and something to announce :P )

2011-01-01T05:45:00.000+08:00

hey how's everyone doing? hope everyone's good :) cause its already 2011! happy new year! i wish everyone a good year ahead aight? ;)

anyway, i'm here to say that, i have no idea HOW to keep this blog warm and fresh with contents and how to keep you guys reading :( so ii'll be more active on my photography blog at http://kienlamphotography.blogspot.com/. so do check out my photoblog for more content than THIS blog xD.

i wont delete this blog, because most of you already know it better than my photoblog. but more updates with photos will be on my photoblog. this blog will be more dead than it already is haha!

anyway, hope you all had a great year and now have a even better one! bye!

k.ienlam

fml

2010-12-29T22:44:00.000+08:00

i am seriously once heck of a stupid idiot. how the fuck could i not see that coming?!

there goes my car, or at least my dad's trust in me. fuck lah plain F-U-C-K!

lazy bugger.

2010-12-14T01:23:00.000+08:00

everyday i check my blog just because its a habit. so this time i feel that i should write something, at least. LOL!

right now working on a song, for presentation later in college. have to compose and present it. and then more presentations...2 more bloody assignments and finals in....3 weeks? havent started studying. doomed :)

and these aren't the reason why i haven't been updating. i've been busy being lazy hehe :)

but yes if your reading this blog and feel like it isnt worth reading cause its dead, just check once in a while. i DO update once in a while. so yea :)

k.ienlam

Agents. of Secret.Stuff ( A.S.S)

2010-11-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

best collaboration of all my favourite youtubers! WongFu Productions, Ryan Higa, David Choi and the rest of them in a 30 min long short movie. Watch it, you'll be surprised how good these people are :D

k.ienlam

what to blog lah :( ?

2010-11-21T04:07:00.000+08:00

how do bloggers keep their blogs alive :( ? i have absolutely no idea what to write about. or maybe i do, just that i'm lazy haha. last post on the 9th, dayumm im good :P

oh yea, the other day on the way to picking up some friends, it was a wet road, was going a lil downhill in free gear, around 40 km/h, approaching a traffic light. it was green so i kept going. a kancil was in front of me and the light turned yellow when the kancil was already AT the lights. and guess what? the driver e-braked. so fml i braked but skidded and hit the kancil. right headlight glass broken, right signal K.O-ed. kancil = no damage. stupid uncle -_- . the funny thing was how scared they looked after the hit, like so much fear that i would make them pay RM1000 or something ._.

yea that's one story. nth much exciting. been playing futsal alot these days. assignments are STILL annoying. went and watched a gig at Laundry, The Curve. took pictures and hanged out with An Honest Mistake ;) oh and Sanjay from Azure For Janne haha. thanks guys for the awesome time! pictures can be found on my facebook and www.kienlamphotography.blogspot.com

so yea thats it for now. thanks for reading though this blog is as dead as it gets. till then :P

k.ienlam

cool.

2010-11-09T00:33:00.000+08:00

just wondering, how many of you here are the left out ones? the ones who get made fun of? the one's labelled as "uncool"? the ones who are just being yourself, doing stuff you like and apparently that's "uncool" and "lame"? anyone of you tried changing yourselves to fit in with these cool people?

here's a tip. dont bother trying. no matter how "cool" you try to be, you'll still be the uncool one to them. just fck the rest and do what you want. they aren't worth it. if you're uncool but not on purpose, that's fine. cause that's you. no one is to judge you. you'll eventually find people who accept you.

and to those of you who are "too cool" for lame/uncool people, f**k you.

k.ienlam

ello :D

2010-11-07T02:55:00.000+08:00

hi. just came to say.. SORRY FOR THE HIATUS!

i ran out of blogging juice recenlty. can't think of what to blog about. yes i'm a bad blogger :( but since i'll be at a function tomorrow, maybe i'll blog about it. we'll see ;) byee :D

k.ienlam

handmade vintage earrings for sale :)

2010-10-26T01:00:00.001+08:00

whats up awesome people?

nothing's been up much, just the same old routine everyday. anyway straight to the point. im helping a college mate of mine promote her handmade vintage earrings :) you can check out the Facebook page at http://www.facebook.com/pages/Tiny-Souls/117033298358032

so yea go check it out, maybe something there might interest you :) and get them ASAP cause stocks are limited :D

a sample of one of her best selling earrings:

Coca-Cola FTW!

so dont wait anymore! head on to http://www.facebook.com/pages/Tiny-Souls/117033298358032 to get your vintage earrings now :)

and tell her i sent you xD

k.ienlam

makala blue dolphin soprano ukulele :)

2010-10-22T23:23:00.000+08:00

so yeap, this is my ukulele :)

good quality i would say, and nice colour too. my friends love to pose with it for no reason haha.

so buy one too :D!

jom kita jam :P

k.ienlam

I'm Yours test cover.

2010-10-22T18:25:00.000+08:00

i repeat what the title says. its a TEST cover. means i'm TESTING something. xD!

so yes i did not put in full effort. i'll remake this video one day. so enjoy the test result for now :P

k.ienlam

ukulele!!

2010-10-19T20:04:00.001+08:00

and finally, i have my first ukulele :D!

ordered it from www.manuelukulele.com and banked in the cash on Saturday and it arrived here on Tuesday using Skynet courier. not too bad, quite fast because i did not trust PosLaju, LOL!

too bad the red and yellow ones ran out of stock :( i wanted either one of it so badly. but that's okay, the current one i have right now is light blue, boleh lah :)

i'll post pictures of it in the next post as my camera is not with me now. so stay tuned for it :D!

k.ienlam

ate-teen.

2010-10-14T02:02:00.000+08:00

so i've finally turned 18, eh? haha i feel so weird blogging about my own birthday. but yea, if its worth a post, then why not? :P its nearly 2 a.m. now, so i've been 18 for..2 hours now. HAHA! so its called the legal age, isn't it? well, nothing much is gonna change for my case. it'll just be the same old thing eveyday :D

don't have any plans for this birthday, never had anyway. i'll just go bank in some cash tomorrow and order my ukulele :D:D:D! and imma order it from here > http://www.manuelukulele.com/.

Manuel Ukulele, the (only) way to get a decent ukulele in Malaysia. most shops don't sell them, so ordering from this website should be the only way I think. RED CANDY MAKALA for me :D! so go check it out if you're interested to get one :)

still have college tomorrow, but god knows what is gonna happen. my "5th brother" seems to have something planned up. i am afraid....NOT! muahaha xD

lets hope i actually DO change and be a better person this time. and i'll try to blog more. my promise to you guys? maybe :P

"18 years old already, big boy already, don't need me and you dad to tell you what to do. you should know how to take care of yourself" - Mom

eugene's 18th birthday splash!

2010-10-05T23:09:00.001+08:00

recently celebrated a friend's birthday at his condo by the poolside. best fun i've had so far this year to be honest :D. brought my camera to capture some pics but ended with more videos of people getting thrown into the pool :P crazy.

swam in heavy rain as well! crazy wind but was damn awesome. yes im crazy like that. and also tried shisha for the first time (1 puff only lah! ). it didn't feel much except gas running through your throat. so yea, screw it LOL! don't wanna try again.

college so far so nice :) loving the subjects and lecturers, for now xD! imagine going to college and you learn music theory stuff. super nice :D broadcast communication rocks weh seriously haha!

so here's the vid i recorded and edited myself. just for the fun of it. enjoy :)

ann, you rock lah. LOL!

k.ienlam

thisblogisboring:D

2010-10-01T03:39:00.001+08:00

sorry for the hiatus, AGAIN, cause i've just started my 2nd semester in TARC, alot of things to take care of haha. and this time around, the semester will be really busy, but also much, much more fun :) its nice to see my coursemates again after such a long break. and they are still the same as ever : crazy & noisy. yea, that's how we broadcasters roll i guess, haha.

we actually have some really COOL subjects this semester! 2 of my favourites would be Music Appreciation and Radio & DJ.

Music App is basically....music! damn, music as one of my subjects :D! am starting to love my course more haha! although we have to learn about the history of music and theory, its still kinda fun cause we have to perform and compose a song as part of our coursework. EPIC :DDD

Radio and DJ is the bomb. we'll be learning the theory and practical on how a DJ works. i heard that the college recently bought a mixer. DANNNG :D! and its all for us to use :) i already saw the assignment list. one of them includes recording a full 30 minute radio programme. oh, we'll be learning audio editing too :D

so yea this semester seems pretty fun already. though the timetable is kinda....... ._. we'll make it through lol.

on the down side of stuff, this happened on the first day of Wednesday. me and 5 other coursemates, namely Derek, Joash, Bell, Scott and Eugene went to Wangsa Walk after lecture to just chill-out. we all went in Eugene's Toyota Rush, which his dad bought just 3 weeks ago. we parked at a slope where a lot of other cars were parked there. mind you its a proper parking space with a parking box.

we went in, walked around, sat down at Popeyes for lunch and chatted. we arrived around 12.30 at first and we were ready to leave at 3. we walked back to the car and to find that......there was no car. the car just WASN'T there. another car already took the parking place. we waited for the owner to ask, and he said that when he came, the parking space was vacant.

and just like that, my friend's Toyota Rush was stolen. we went to the nearest police station to make a report. it seems that Toyota Rush was a common target among car thieves in Wangsa Maju. Eugene told me that another owner of a Toyota Rush was at the station with the same case. and among the 6 of us, 4 of them left their bags in the car. Scott lost his laptop, which was probably the main reason why the car was stolen. could have been detected by the thieves or thief. so a warning to everyone who reads this :

if you ever intend to come to Wangsa Maju, DO NOT be stingy on parking money! just pay for sheltered parking! also, get STERRING LOCKS and do NOT leave anything in the car, especially electronics! this goes out to everyone with any car, but especially for Toyota Rush owners! it looks like to me, a syndicate that steals only Toyota Rush. so be careful :)

yeaap that's about it. no class tmrw, so i'm pretty free for the whole weekend. i'll update more when time comes. till then, bye!

k.ienlam

idontknowwhattowriteaboutD;

2010-09-24T03:43:00.000+08:00

not really certain on what to write about. i'm really kinda blank right now, so i guess i'll just talk about what have i been doing these days. boring huh? ;P

so its currently the final week of my semester break. it's 3.28 a.m. and as usual, i am not in bed....yet. gonna return to college next Monday which is kinda great i guess. haven't seen my course-mates for nearly a month. i wonder how's everyone doing :)

there's something about this semester break that's bugging me. i've longed for it so much during Semester 1,saying that i'll start doing this, doing that, going out and stuff. in fact, i haven't been doing ANY of those things. ._.

i didn't catch up on my movies like i promised myself that i would. i didn't try learning new songs on the guitar like i said i would. i didn't try teaching myself the keyboard like i said i would. goddamn laziness to the max ._.

guess i'll just "arrange" for some time during Semester 2 to do all of these. so much for my sem break lol.

ANYWAY......i HAVE been out working and taking pictures. at least i didn't rot at home. last Saturday, i attended my mom's cousin ( which is my.......aunt? ) 's prenuptial party. its something like her pre-wedding party? just that most of the people there are friends of hers, her husband and parents. so she asked me to be the photographer of the day. frankly i wasn't expecting much, but yea it was fun. and challenging because taking pictures at night is hard without using a flash ( which i did not want to use because it kills the contrast). thanks to Samuel for the tips on msn....after the party LOL.

so yea i was up at Genting View Resort, snapping candid pics of people enjoying themselves. to be honest, my pictures were bad :( especially the night ones. full of noise because i used a high ISO. lesson learned though. and thanks again to my grandaunt for paying RM200 though i wasn't expecting any pay.

so below as you can see, the lovely couple :)

Suven and Evin. Congratulations :D

i'll upload the pictures of the event up on my photography blog soon..but not so soon ;P its already up on my facebook, so go check it out if you want. also, go view my photoblog soon at http://kienlamphotography.blogspot.com/. why did i say soon? because i'm about to go update it after this. heeeeeeeeee :D

so yeap, thanks again for reading. see ya guys soon :)

whut you looking at huh?!

k.ienlam

She Is Love - Parachute

2010-09-21T02:25:00.004+08:00

yeap. she is. too bad she doesn't exist yet.

k.ienlam

semester break = laziness

2010-09-15T18:59:00.003+08:00

the title speaks says it all. i've been super lazy this semester break xD even slept at 4 a.m. and waking up at 6.45 p.m. xD! that's how extremely lazy i am hahah! the only thing i've been doing is :

facebook

gaming

eat

sleep

go toilet

play guitar

futsal

yumcha

take photos.

lifeless giler hahaha. but yea im enjoying my break. i know semester 2 is gonna be so much more stressful. so must enjoy to the max for now lah!

didn't really go out for trips or hangouts during this break. didn't see my course mates for a few weeks already lol. i'm into my second week of break now, lets hope there's something on. only the other day i went back to school to take some pictures of the T.L Taekwondo Championship. other than that...i injured my finger? lol.

oh yes, my photoblog has also been updated, FINALLY XD! check it out at http://kienlamphotography.blogspot.com/ :)

oh and be sure to read my previous post if you haven't! READ and HELP OUT! SUPPORT PLEASE :D thank you again awesome people!

k.ienlam

AYA ( Asian Youth Ambassador ) Awards 2010.

2010-09-07T03:28:00.006+08:00

hey people! i need your help this time around. wont cost you a thing. so just help me out alright? :)

my taekwondo coach/mentor's company has been nominated as one of the finalist of this event called AYA Awards 2010. winning the awards would definitly help his company gain reputation and help more students in education. his company goes from school to school to give talks and speeches to students. and so far, it has been a huge success. here's a picture of my coach.

so his company is now a finalist, but require votes to win. so I NEED YOU ALL to help vote for EDMIRA SCHOOL OF SUCCESS under 2010 COMPANY FINALIST at this link > http://www.ayaawards.com/finalists.cfm

it would mean a lot to me and my coach if you guys can give in your support :) just fill in some information and vote. wont take much of your time and none of your cash :D ONLINE VOTING IS FREE ;))

so yea, PLEASE help out and vote yea ;) thank you, awesome people :D!

k.ienlam

over the delay.

2010-09-06T02:47:00.002+08:00

so sorry for the hiatus everyone! i'll explain what have i been through in a sec.

*1 sec*

OKAY. well first things first, I'M ON MY FIRST SEMESTER BREAK ZOMGYEAAAAAAAA!!!!!! all the way till 26th of Sept! 3 sweet weeks :D! nice nice nice nice nice nice nice x999999 :)

the papers were okay...except for Intro to Mass Comm. might probably re-sit it next year ( yea, i'm THAT sure ). anyways, forget about it first. that comes next year. my other papers were okay :)

but the next day right after my last paper, i worked. LOL! at the Matta Fair. my uncle got me into his company's travel fair as a part time usherer. basically my job was to distribute flyers/brochures to them people xP got paid rm80 per day from 10 a.m to 9 p.m. 2 breaks included haha.

handing out flyers was suck-ish, to be honest. that's why i enjoyed my last day :) we finished giving out all of the 50,000 flyers. awesome lah xD! so for the other half of the day, all he had to do was help around, talk to potential customers and direct them to the proper counters and stuff. super relaxing. i earned rm 240 in the end of the day :)

the best part of working at Mayflower's travel fair was the people. i met ALOT of awesome people :) and some who i did not even realize was in the same lecture hall with me during IT and Mass Comm haha! basically these people are my other part time collegues( mostly TARC advanced diploma students), 2 girls who are from DA1 (same intake), the emcee of the event (Oliver,very nice guy), Sam and Victoria ( 2 event bloggers/photographer! Sam from Taylor Lakeside and Victoria from TARC) and Liam ( English man who is staying in Msia now. nice guy :D )

and my last day had to have a slight problem. sigh. i greeted a man and asked if he needs help. and he starts giving me a lecture about english and a whole load of crap which is not relevant to tour packages -_-. had to say i'm off duty to escape. stupid psycho lecturer.

he said this : "first of all, using "help" is incorrect. you are not helping me. you are giving me a service. there's no need to ask someone if they need help. help is given when it is already needed."

detail much? retard psycho. would have argued if it wasn't for me in my Mayflower uniform. gahhhhhh.

anyway enough of him. i got home, finally checked my facebook and updated this blog. will update it more soon! stay tune to my photoblog as well! will update it much later..after my sleep :) bye for now :D!

k.ienlam

Happy 53rd Independence, Malaysia.

2010-08-31T14:55:00.005+08:00

Happy Independence Day :)

k.ienlam

photography blog!

2010-08-31T03:58:00.001+08:00

and its finally up! my very own photography blog :D!

http://kienlamphotography.blogspot.com/

so drop by to take a look at my work aight? ;)

k.ienlam

asians eating babies awareness.

2010-08-28T21:53:00.002+08:00

as most of you would have watched the video on youtube or facebook, its as true as it is. asians, specifically Chinese people in China feasting of babies. damn wrong right? already they eating dogs,cats,hamster,snake,monkey..now babies? thats just sick. a friend of mine had to say something about this. here's what he had to say:

so yea, raise the awareness. we are humans, not animals.

k.ienlam

in the middle.

2010-08-26T21:39:00.002+08:00

currently having my finals for first semester. damn time passed by like nobody's buisness. damn laju. 2 papers down, Hubungan Etnik and Intro to IT. Having English paper tmrw..thus i have some spare time to write something. but the real deal is on Sunday ( yes i know WTF EXAM ON A SUNDAY). Intro to Mass Comm, the subject with the most credits for this semester. Gonna have to start reading.

oh and i kinda, nearly caused an accident the other day. was driving back from college and i was removing my glasses. let go the wheel a bit..and it hit a motorist on the side of her bike. trauma abit now -.- luckily she didn't lose balance and fall. yes a lucky me its a "she", not some hot tempered bloke. she chased up on my side and honk at me. then she gave me this > _l_

note to self : focus when driving dammit. i got lucky this time, but this time only.

anyway, thats all the update for now. more coming soon. till then, ciao.

k.ienlam

Wedding Dress - Taeyang ( Kevin Lien English version )

2010-08-21T04:12:00.004+08:00

korean or not, this song is awesome. this isn't the official english version, the lyrics are different. its written by a Kevin Lien, a talented singer and Youtuber. i think his lyrics are wayyy better than the original english version of Wedding Dress. pro song. if only i could play the piano :/

k.ienlam

sequel.

2010-08-19T12:14:00.003+08:00

im writing this from the college CITC a.k.a Cyber Centre. skipped ASStro's morning tutorial, just so i don't have to see her. but going for her lecture later to get last minute guidelines. irony -.-

and again i failed to find a proper parking, but managed to find a "wont-disturb-the-residents" parking place. hope it won't and hope the cops aren't on patrol. i don't want a ticket -.-

speaking of driving! my parents had another one of those "talks" with me. guess what? i now have a curfew. a FREAKING CURFEW! why? cause according to my parents:

i sleep late, therefore > i oversleep, therefore > i rush to college, therefore > i don't have time to eat because of class, therefore > my body system will crash with irregular eating hours, therefore > this will affect my future lifestyle, therefore > i have an attitude problem.

and therefore, i am to sleep before 1 on college nights. i don't know how it relates to me driving, but i think my mom said that 1 day i'll wake up late, then drive to college cause i'm late and i'll speed. i think that's why. cause they don't know that i've been driving to college almost everyday. they think that i drove to the train station instead. they probably wouldn't bring this up if i didn't tell them i drove to college yesterday.

so seriously, like i said in my previous post, DONT SHARE ANYTHING WITH YOUR PARENTS! not even when it seems safe.

i should be off, i came early to study, not spend my time in the cyber centre. i'll try to blog more and try to be less lazy. till then, ciao.

k.ienlam

lalalalalalalala

2010-08-18T23:28:00.002+08:00

i bet most people would have given up reading this blog cause its as dead as it gets. but anyway, i'm just here to update a lil bit. sorry for the hiatus, cause i'm either busy, lazy or....lazy.

ever since my final assignment and presentation, i've been slacking a bit too much :/ finals starting this Wednesday and i'm just about to read my notes. lots of catching up to do. wish me luck.

oh and i've been driving to college these days, without notice of my parents. they think that i'm driving to Kepong KTM everyday to take the train to college. but screw that, i just told my mom just now. and my parents want to have a word with me later. probably about this. college survival 101 - never share anything with your parents. efff.

lets talk about something else. err...okay. lots of stuff have happened since i last updated this blog lol. most of em happened in college. lots to tell, but i don't think i can remember them all haha. i'll blog about it again if i can remember :)

and a shout-out to my favourite lecturers and tutors :) Ms Kik, my Electronic Media tutor and Ms.Chai, my IT lecturer/tutor. thank you both so much for the guidance :) i promise to ace your subjects :D!

i met a lot of nice and interesting people since i started college :) both from my course and other courses. to be honest, TARC is awesome. the people are awesome. the place is awesome. the food is awesome. AWESOMELY nice and CHEAP! i think i made the right choice coming here. savadee :D

anyways, i think i should be off. notes to memorize, parents to face. i'll get through, shouldn't be that hard. see you good people soon :)

k.ienlam

Down by Jay Sean - (cover)

2010-08-08T15:38:00.004+08:00

Finally decided to make my 4th cover. love my new camera to the max :D lots of errors, dont expect much :P either ways, enjoy :D

k.ienlam

burden begone.

2010-07-30T02:36:00.001+08:00

after so-damn-long, at last, the game show is DONE! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D!!!!!

feel so relieved already xD! wil try to upload the video soon :)

k.ienlam

kamera yang baru aku :D

2010-07-12T03:44:00.005+08:00

after MONTHS of asking/begging/explaining/convincing, i FINALLY GOT MY CANON EOS 550D! YESHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my grandma called me when i was in college and said in mandarin:

"you want to buy the camera right?"

"ya"

"tmrw me, yur aunt and uncle buying. pretend like you dont know when we bring to your house"

"er..err....er....er....er...okay"

love you three to the max :D! THANK YOUUUUU!!! i can finally start my photography again (was on hiatus cuz my compact digital was dead) xD! love love love :)

550D camera body

Canon EF-S 18-55mm (Standard Lens)

Back view

Top view

Front (ignore my facebook page :D)

Full set up. loveeee!

k.ienlam

lazy arseeeeee!

2010-07-08T22:03:00.004+08:00

just realised my previous post was like 10 or 11 days ago. and believe it or not, TONS of stuff have happened during these 11 days. and i dont think i can rember them all to tell you guys haha! i'll try my best.

so the first thing worth talking about is.....WORLD CUP! this has been one hell of an unexpected world cup weh! though yes its sad England and Argentina got knocked out by the Germans, but at least the Spainish are there to save the day :D! ESPANYOL ftwc (for the world cup) :D! interesting final though..Netherlands and Spain. I expect a good match :) and credits to Paul the Octopus LOL!

oh yes, i am finally ALLOWED TO DRIVE OUT....alone. awesomeee haha! but the car needs getting used to. and cant go too far...but can drive happy enough already xD! so far drove out twice....furthest to DPC only. soon i'll be able to go furtherrr :D

as for college, its still the same old crazy laughing, last minute studying and assignments. Mid-terms are over, but assignments are still a nuisance. but there's always pool to release stress, right Joash? xD! and the scandals! dont get me started haha!

ah, last Sunday was Talentime Night at TARC. almost forgot haha. followed Shu to college (thanks for the lift!). It was night of performance and for the freshies to present their talent. the theme was 70's old school. they had Elvis Presley and Marilyn Monroe weh :O. In my opinion, it was a great show! i actually went just to support the fellow broadcasters who were involved, but show turns out not bad :D! seriously awesome performance by the finalist and special guest artiste! though i was on the floor with Wesha's Nikon D90, recording and taking pics, i still enjoyed it :D! and the ending super emotional. all those involved crying on stage. and they had to put on epic emo music *goosebumps*

i think that's about all...i think. i'll try to update more when i can. everytime i go to this blog, i end up being lazy about posting up something new haha. motivationnnnn!!!!!

overdose.

k.ienlam

i dont know what title to put :(

2010-06-25T21:50:00.004+08:00

feeling much more relaxed, now that mass comm and hubungan etnik assignment is done. have some spare time to write another post after nearly 2 weeks lol.

and seriously walaoweyh! this time's World Cup is all upside down weh! Underdogs are...not so under anymore haha! Previous champions and 1st runner up, namely Italy and France are both out! Didnt even make it to the top 16 knockout stage! i think it's an african voodoo haha :P England made it through but just barely. hopefully they can get back on track! but South Korea is good weh...they might make it quite far. maybe haha.

skipping IT practical tmrw for school carnival haha. wanna go back tengok tengok and eat :P i wonder if the carnival is any better this time lol.

oh yea, seriously starting to hate Mass Comm tutorial. not cuz of the subject, its the tutor. she plainly sucks and thinks that the way she teaches is so effective. eat grass la! cant even say "download"properly. her "download" is pronounced as "lowndoad". this time eat sand la! no wonder Astro tak nak you lagi! AHA!~

aih, enough bout her la. make myself pissed only lol. i think i'll go game abit then continue on my other assignments. till then, ciao!

WE HAVE A LIFEEEEEE!

k.ienlam

waka waka eh eh!

2010-06-12T15:13:00.003+08:00

football fever is back! 2010 World Cup, this time at Africa :D! so who are you rooting for?

its a shame for a football crazed country like Malaysia to not be able to be there with the top teams. sigh :/

anyway, its Team England for me :D! Go Lions!

k.ienlam

procastinater :P

2010-06-10T22:34:00.004+08:00

hey sorry for the long absence. tons of things to blog about, but i have been procastinating xD! (same goes to for my assignments :P)

aiyo friends calling for Dota now. wait arhh.....

okay back. just realised i procastinated this post. lol nvm. 4 games, 3 of them incomplete. effing leavers :(

anyway back to where i was. well so far, college has been fun. assignments are a pain in the ass, but eventually we'll get through it. basically waking up early everyday now. KTM has been an ass for a couple of days already. some technical problem, casuing all trains to halt at every station they stop at. been coming home later than usual. aih fml fml :/

current fml case : i mispelled my dad's name in the PTPTN loan info. by 1 alphabet. and PTPTN is another mess...print this, buy that,certify this,bring that...zomg la. i hate filling in documents :(

on the bright side of things, my Electronic Media tutor likes my assignment idea :D! so yea that's okay..what else hm? ah,yesterday i helped a lecturer in college find his way to his class. he wasn't lost, he's blind. he's a lecturer frm SSH too :D! will probably be my lecturer in other semesters. oh and helped a tourist carry her luggage down a stair at KL Central. and yes it was heavy haha but can la.

everyday in college is something new lol. lectures are fun when you have a crazy bunch around *erhem* *broadcasters* *cough* :P

......................................................

my mind went blank. i don't know what to write anymore. can i stop here? okay i think i will haha. see you all around. i'll try to be more active :/

Broadcasters on air...i mean lecture.

k.ienlam

hm?

2010-05-30T19:37:00.004+08:00

sorry for being away for a long time. haven't found the time to actualy sit and blog. so hope everyone is doin well :)

college has been fine so far. going into my 3rd week tmrw. lectures rocks. tutorial classes...errr...not so. being in group E1, i've been seperated frm the active ones. E1 classmates are very quiet. its hard to say anything in class without everyone hearing it lol. i might change to E4 cause a coursemate wants to change to E1 cause of transportation. but the bad part about that is i already proposed my idea to my assignment groupmates in E1. sigh.

but everything else is good ( except the assignments ><). went out with some coursemates on Saturday after practical class. Played guitar, sang, arcade,bowling :) hope to have more of these gathering haha.

Oh yea, had fun with Wesha,Madeline and Ah Yao last night haha. they came down to Kepong, so we went out to Moe Do Cafe for dinner, then to Wai Sek Kai (in cantonsese) for Sai Mai Lo (ice dessert..i think) haha. and after that to DPC for a walk in the park. and true enough they love the place haha. so the next time, DBC1 ! all come Kepong we go DPC :DDD

wished i had more things to blog about. so dead la this blog :( i'll certainly try to find something interesting to blog about...when i DO find it haha.

so yea....goodbye for now. ciao.

k.ienlam

hey sexy girl from kuala-la-la lumpur :) (What You Waiting For - Mizz Nina feat.Colby O'Donis)

2010-05-25T23:44:00.005+08:00

now this is how Malaysia's music will bloom :) If Mizz Nina from Malaysia can do this, why can't any other Malaysian artiste? :)

k.ienlam

college through my eyes (so far)

2010-05-14T01:22:00.005+08:00

hey people, hope that all is well. things are okay for now...lots more to come haha.

and yeap, i have officially started college! Kolej Tunku Abdul Rahman or TARC as it is widely known. its quite a good one i must say. First thing about the college is that it....is....HUGE! lots of buildings, ample parking space, an Olympic size swimming pool, a football field, damn alot of courts....a proper college campus la :D

the students are quite friendly too. though most of them come from a chinese background, coping with them is still okay, not that bad la haha. oh yea, the course im taking up there is Diploma in Mass Communication (Broadcast Communication). yea basically doing what i'm interested in haha. hope it works out.

last Monday was the Mass Call, where they gather us for briefing and stuffs like that in the main hall. and when we gathered in our courses, my first impression on the other Broadcasting students were....no energy, no enthusiasm. "Do they know what to expect from broadcasting?" BUT...

on Tuesday, broadcast students were gathered in a lecture hall for briefing by out seniors. and we had to introduce ourselves 1 by 1. and to my surprise, there was energy haha! guess i can never judge too quick. turns out everyone is just as active as i thought. and yea i made a few new friends. Ivan Leow, Wendi, Tina, Murali, Joash....just to name a few. oh and we were also there to choose our new comittee. the posts were:

Course Rep (leader)

Asst. Course Rep

Treasurer

Printing Manager

Sports Manager

and i got....................Sports Manager xD! the easiest post available hahah! don't have to do much. only when sports carnival is nearing. luckehhh :D

Wednesday came..nothing much. had my ID card made. Lined up for almost 3 hours -_- crazy long line lol. and registered for the music club too since it was Society Day.

and on Thurdays (yesterday), we had 2 workshop sessions. 1 is about tertiary studies and the other is about study skills. it was okay. broadcast students were very noisy lol. and i think we were abit TOO noisy. could see that some students were annoyed. so chill out la guys lol. control sikit......especially u MURALI! xD!

other than that, nothing much. might go tmrw, but on my own pace. not rushing for 9 o clock or something. maybe get the Library Induction stuff done. and....thats about it haha. Í'll update more next time, till then, bye!

k.ienlam

of all times.

2010-05-08T17:07:00.004+08:00

this is got to be the worst time to be in a bad mood. college is about to start on Monday and here I face dramatic emotional situations and jerks to top it all off. wish this feeling would go away by tomorrow. i don't wanna go to college on my 1st day being moody and giving people the impression i'm a stuck-up, anti-social person.

and sometimes some people are just real stupid. they go hating people,commenting on them,whatever they can do to discriminate them. Hence, they are known as "haters". i really don't see why people tend to go "anti-ing" other people and hate and stuff. Try asking haters this, "Why do you hate (inserts name)? " "Because he/she sucks". What makes you think you don't suck as well for hating people?

A good example that i can say would be Justin Bieber. Yes, Justin Bieber. The recent 16 year old who turned popular out of a sudden. He's got plenty of fans and haters as well. And most of those haters would start "anti-groups"on Facebook, condemn his videos on Youtube and so on. and the words they always use are " His voice sucks!" "He's gay" "He's a kid" and so on. The word "gay" is used for 2 different meanings. some use "gay" as the words speaks...homosexual. the other meaning of "gay" when used in discriminating people is to plainly tell the person "you suck".

Okay so what's the point here? You say he's gay. You saw him hook up with a guy? You say his singing sucks. Can YOU even sing? You plainly don't like his music. Then don't listen to it! Is it that hard? I'll honestly say it here, I'm not a big fan of JB too. I don't download all his songs. I'm neutral. The thing I want to know is WHY HATE? if he's ever offended you or done something to you then fine go ahead and hate. its stupid that he doesn't even know everyone around the world and half the world is hating him. What gives seriously.

JB is just an example. i'm talking about this on a wider scale for more people who have haters. I won't lie, I know i have haters too. but yes i realise why i am like right now. sometimes when i talk, i'm annoying. i speak without thinking sometimes. i try too hard sometimes to be friends with people. that's how i am today. i'm pretty sure thats why i'm always the laughing stock or tease target. the only thing i CAN do is endure it. yea i can be lame sometimes. so what? me being lame affects you? will being lame hurt you physically or mentally? no right? then wtf you care?

but now i have another chance which is college. hopefully it isn't the same as high school. so effing sick of this. and to all the haters, i have something for you to see.

f*ck people who anti others

f*ck sarcastic bastards

f*ck haters

hell yeah.

k.ienlam

hey soul sister (cover)

2010-05-04T19:04:00.001+08:00

my 3rd cover :D. kinda screwed up, but i was bored haha! enjoy.

k.ienlam

OlO

2010-05-04T00:01:00.003+08:00

*click picture to enlarge*

now this is epic :D ( check out his special symbol "OlO" ) LOL!

k.ienlam

awesome clothes xD!

2010-05-03T01:43:00.007+08:00

hey people, how are ya doing? hope you guys are fine :D life has been the same old except that in a week's time...COLLEGE HERE I COME!!! XD!!!!

kinda excited haha! finally gonna be out meeting people again! wish me luck dapat kawan baik :D!

i've been viewing many blogs and i came across one that shows creative clothings :D! wished they were available in malaysia haha! here's a few of em!

For the people who don't have an iPod :D

For the musicians :D

For the zombie lovers :D! and girls who like to flash xD! awesome shirt!

It gets naughty from here :O

iPhone and iPod users xD!

I saved the best for last =DDDDD

FOR THE GAMERS' GIRLFRIENDS!

enjoy LOL!

k.ienlam

chris brown - crawl

2010-04-28T19:44:00.001+08:00

though the song is old already, its still damn awesome. chris brown is epic ;D

k.ienlam

april-born birthday

2010-04-24T02:33:00.013+08:00

Location: TGIF @ The Curve
The bday people : Ravin, Bryan & Shuk Huay
Time : 8.00 p.m
Bill : Rm 766.50 woo hoo xD!

went there by bus lol. rapidkl U86 :) not bad actually, air cond + MTV and all that for the price of RM 1. yup :D i think i'm gonna wanna ride it more often haha. of course unless if i could drive ;P

reached early, played 2 rounds of pool with CK. lost to him, and he claims he trashed me =.= 1st game 2 balls left and 2nd game 3 balls left, where got trash la lol. guess he wanted to win so badly (tsk tsk). btw jk dude :P

bumped into Seng Keong too haha. shisha boy lol. stop it man! nt good for u lol.

met up with the rest of them at TGIF. makan besar, chat, jump over railings, had fun :) too bad i didnt have a camera with me. or better still, a DSLR :( damn i really need one for all these things man. i wan mine nowwww >:(

after everything, a few of us went for pool. feels nice to be playing pool with friends. i swear one day when i'm rich im gona buy myself a pool table. build a leisure room in my house. the pool table in the middle, sofas + surround sound + large HD TV + PS3 on another side and 2 high performance PC's nearby :) OH and ample space for games on the floor or sth or maybe chilling on bean bags. THIS I MUST ACHIEVE >:D!

some pics of "professional" pool players xD!

Ravin

Keith

Bryan

Vincent

The guy who calculates his shots & angle with physics xD!

Last but not least :)

Group pic :D

yeap, that sums up my day. next up tmrw, contact lens! finally xD! till then, ciao :)

k.ienlam

update!

2010-04-22T21:09:00.002+08:00

i figured i had to keep this blog alive. its been dead for more than a week. so here goes :P

so far, everything is still as dull as ever. been at home, still recovering from my sore throat(RECOVER LA DAMMIT!), the usual stuff. nothing but facebook, twitter, blog-hopping and youtubing.

oh yes, i finally ordered contact lens! at long last :D goodbye glasses! but they arent here yet haha, will be available by this weekend. and a new pair of glasses too that my aunt insisted on me making one though the one im wearing now is still usable. waste money lar....aiya forget it =/

haven't been out for yumcha these few days, everyone is busy lol. assignments, homework, test, exams...gosh feels like i'm the only one who is damn jobless now haha. college is starting in around 2 weeks..so yea better take full advantage of my remaining jobless days.

ah, today was rather interesting. i was suppose to head to HELP uni college to meet up with a friend. took the ktm, then switched to LRT and was trying figure out which bus to take. in the end i took the wrong bus, and ended up at Universiti Malaya (wtf?!) took the LRT back down to Bangsar station and took a cab instead. crap weh spent nearly rm20 trying to look for HELP lol! or i think it was more than 20 already...hmm. screw Bangsar buses xD!

yeap, that it so far. will update soon i guess. next time with pictures, hopefully =/

k.ienlam

just so you know.

2010-04-17T01:33:00.005+08:00

yesterday (16/4/2010) was one of my most random days. i'll tell you why in a few moments.

last wednesday,( i think i mentioned in my previous post) i met up with a supervisor for a product i'm about to be working part time for as a promoter. she said to meet up at Jusco Metro Prima at 6 pm. i reached at 4.30 pm. in the end, she only arrived at 8. okay fine. first time only. so we had dinner, then she briefed me on the products and stuff. she then sent me home and talk me that she would pick me up on Friday around 10 a.m. to Pavilion where i'll be working at.

I got up on friday (16/4/2010) at 9. got ready, showered,dressed and waited for her call. at 10.30 a.m., she called to tell me she couldn't make it and if i could head to Pavilion myself. fine...maybe she might have some problems. i walked out the house, got a cab to Kepong KTM, onwards to KL Central station, changed to Monorail and got off at Bukit Bintang station. walked down the street to Pavilion and walked to Mercato (the supermarket where i was supposed to work at). Sat there as she said she would arrive before 12. and she then called up at 12.30 p.m. to tell me that she still couldn't make it and told me to go in, get a promoter's pass and start promoting and selling first. irresponsible much?

I got my pass, put my bag in the locker, and started arranging the dozens of shampoo/body wash bottles. i had no flyers to distribute, no guidance, nothing. i plainly walked around staring at everything. at 2 p.m. she was still MIA. I took my bag and walked off. gave her a call saying that I gotta go and that I don't wanna work anymore. proper thing to do right? :)

well, less one burden now haha. my gain. walked around town, had ice cream (blackforest cheese OMG *drools*). Bumped into Jason a.k.a Kam Whye a.k.a cuzzin at KL Central station. took train back to Kepong. Dad picked us up and sent him home. Got home....straight wash the car! MY car! :P after vacumming and wiping inside out, i felt quite satisfied xD! I wanna drive so badly =(

that basically concludes my day, haha. Up next? Gathering/reunion at DPC! Gonna meet back some old friends :D! i'll try my best to provide pictures haha :P till then,ciao!

just so you know,
this feeling's taken control
of me, and I can't help it.

k.ienlam

berita terkini xD!

2010-04-13T01:32:00.002+08:00

hey all, sry havent been updating for more than a week. been lazy. very lazy. like somebody. :D

the week has been both boring and fun at the same time haha. some days just stay at home..laze around..sleep till 2pm :), facebook, play guitar,eat haha. the usual yumcha/gaming sessions still goes on. yeaap. oh and i wrote a song for somebody :)

ahh..the recent saturday. went to Cineileisure for the ICMY Battle Royale ;D! Me and Mike as a team. Team Sonic Sonic Metsu Metsu ROFL XD! Kena tapau 5 matches ahahah! only managed to win 1 match, Mike's contribution. I lost all matches ahahahha! biasa la kan? ;P but the players there were strong la...like real !@#!@(#!@*( pro strong. but to be able to stun and win 1 round against Jaylike...i feel DAMN SYOK xD!! with total random movements muahahah!

Mike's friend from college brought some friends over to Invasion on Sunday for a friendly Team Fotress 2 game. 6 v 5, we were short on one guy. we lost btw hahaha! duno la...don't really have a comfortable character for me =(

oh i might be working a part time event job on weekends soon. fridays, saturday and sunday. promoting shampoo/body wash (wtf?!?!). at pavilion. ALONE. 0_0...........help xD but hey, it pays right? rm80 per day, just tahan from 12 to 8 every weekend can already la :P briefing on wednesday...lol

might have problems attending the primary school gathering on 17th which is this Saturday. the company i'm about to work for doesnt have extra human resource zzz. but dont worry, i'll be there even though i'm late ;P

college starts in less than a month (; new people, new place, new everything haha! woots! syok. but till then, relakkks jer :P

k.ienlam

will i last?

2010-04-04T02:22:00.002+08:00

everything's great so far, nothing much. still getting my PTPTN stuff done, hopefully i can be done and over with it soon. college fees yet to be payed, soon i guess. other than that, life i just as dull as always.

at least i have someone to talk to now ;) you know who you are :P

weekend messed up. suppose to get my contact lens and MAYBE camera later on today. aunt and uncle cant make it last minute. postponed next week. great..i had plans for next week. sigh. screwed up noooooooooooooo D;

but nvm, time will come. i hope :P gonna go think of what to do later in the day.

k.ienlam

Pyramid - Charice ft Iyaz

2010-04-02T02:15:00.001+08:00

listening to this song to me is like taking drugs - i feel damn good. awesomeness to the max!

k.ienlam

i just want you - aj rafael

2010-04-02T00:29:00.001+08:00

second cover :P its sucky but i don't care :D!

k.ienlam

F.O.O.L.E.D!

2010-04-01T01:51:00.003+08:00

"i hate life"
me: "why?"
"i dunno.."
"want me to call you and talk to you?"
"i wanna be alone now"

*fast forward!*

"we shouldn't be friends"
"what? why?"
"its just something, i duno."
"how does it affect us?"
"its not you, its me"
"wats going on? tell me"
"i duno..im so scared."
"dont worry im here to help"
"im pregnant"
".....look thats not gona affect us"
"i'll still be there bla bla bla bla

bla bla *fast forward*

*receives sms*

"Hey. Happy April's Fool Day! HAHA! sorry :P"

FML WEH! @#@@()@_#!(!*($*!@) fooled at 1 a.m. sumore! OMGGGG!

:D
k.ienlam

misery stinks!

2010-03-31T21:53:00.002+08:00

hey all, whats up? hope everyone is doing fine despite the crazy weather thats giving everyone crazy sickness. soon everyone will become zombies and the end of the world and....okay ignore my randomness :P

latest news so far, i've just been accepted but TARC :D! yeap..they sent me an sms and the acceptance letter came in today. but still there are things to handle..fees,loan,bank account D;

hate hate hate hate xD!

other than that, i think im "( )" this close to getting my DSLR :P aunt has been helping me find the best prices in town haha! 550D!! i just want you! ok la if 550D cannot den 500D lo D;

and here comes the misery. okay imagine this scene :

its a nice sunny day, your friends call you out for a game of football/yuncha/movie/anything. You get yourself ready, check your facebook, grab yur wallet and go. you open your wallet as you walk out of your house, checking the cash you have and you catch a glance of a white "P" with a red background on the top corner on one of your cards. You look up, at you see a car parked outside the gate with the smiliar "P" at the top corner. and you can't do anything, the only thing you can do is hop onto the bicycle thats on your left and take off.

sad isn't it? that exactly what i go through everytime i have something on. so f*cking sick of this.

k.ienlam

a quick update.

2010-03-27T04:03:00.003+08:00

hey peeps! sorry i haven't been blogging much haha. sometimes lazy sometimes busy. so i thought yea i'd write a quick update.

so far my acceptance letter to TARC hasn't arrived yet. 2 friends of mine taking A lvls there already received..so i'm a tad bit worried D: (letter plz come tmrw ><). other than that, everything has been the same old.

oh yea, today i helped a friend to learn how to use a DSLR and how to do a lil photography. her dad bought a 550D and let her use for now (so lucky i wanna buy a 550D no money D;) so yea the whole evening we walked arnd DPC lake looking for things to snap..not bad for her first time haha. keep it up!

caught in the rain on the way home cycling from DPC. sheltered at shoplots for around 25 mins. 2012 style weather ==.

ever since my getting my P license, i haven't drove to the streets yet, parents say i'm not ready/no experience and all those kinda stuff la. only drove the avanza 3 times around my housing area. and on my 2nd time i actually slightly scraped the side of the avanza on the side of another car parked on a narrow road. its was old and breaking off, so no changes could be seen LOL! but damn i hate big cars now. hard to estimate..tak suka. gimme a kancil i'm i'll be way more happier lol ;D

hope to work in some event jobs soon. maybe after this weekend cause i'll be heading back to Chenderiang (i think that's how you spell it) in Ipoh, Perak for Qing Ming this coming Sunday.

OH! and i wanna wish those who i know of that's attending the 2nd batch of National Service a big GOOD LUCK! and enjoy yourselves while yur there haha! come back 3 months later stronger,slimer,muscular,darker.......whatever xD! especially to Double E (you know who you are ;D), good luck on the obstacle course xD!

hope i'll get the blogging mood soon. till then, ciao.

k.ienlam

confirmed laa :D

2010-03-20T02:44:00.002+08:00

today i finally registered for collegeeeeeeee...xD! and finally decided on my course too haha! so yeap..its confirmed. diploma in mass communication (broadcast communication) at TARC. now to wait for their approval letter lol.

thinkin of college kinda makes me excited LOL! i just know lots of things are gona happen...both interesting and bad. the good thing is i'll be forced to sleep early LOL! and i'll be out communicating again unlike now on MSN and Facebook only ==. lol nvm time will tell.

oh yea i also submitted my application for The Star Edu Fund 2010 (like i'm gona have any chance), but owh well, worth a try la. who knows...sikit-sikit also good enough la. pray hard lalala.

p.s: i seriously,desperately,hopelessly want a DSLR. NOW T_T!

k.ienlam

=/

2010-03-16T19:04:00.004+08:00

something seems to be disturbing me. and i duno wat is it ><

college registration? scholarship? not allowed to drive yet? dunno la.. ==

GAHH!!

of college,KTM and A's.

2010-03-15T00:30:00.003+08:00

had a busy day. got up at 8 to head to Kepong KTM station. Jieying came later and we headed to KL Central for breakfast at McDonald's (sausage mcmuffin rocks!). after that was a switch to LRT down to Wangsa Melati station (i think there's a Wangsa in it...). from there, we got a cab to take us to TARC a.k.a Tunku Abdul Rahman College. they had their open day today, so i decided to check things out cause i would be studying there soon.

Oh and thanks again Jieying for accompanying lol.

So we got in, headed to the hall and walked around lol. then we went to a lab where a lecturer was giving info on Mass Communication which i'm interested in. in the end there was only 4 people there including me, Jieying, a girl who wants to change her course with her mom. so yea a Dr.Tang had a face-to-face disscussion with us and he brought us to see the recording studios used by Mass Com students too. video editing studio....audio recording studio....video recording studio..damn. with the latest tech too. sweet :)

then we got back to the hall where i talked to a financial counsultant. and oh we bumped into Marcus and Shermaine too. both came to register lol.

after that, we headed down to KLCC and had lunch at A&W cause we couldn't decide what to eat ==. from there we went to KLCC's edu fair to look for doctorjob books, but sadly takde lol.

from there, we went back to KL Central to switch back to KTM and headed to Putra station where my uncle was waiting for me at the Matta Fair. he brought me to PWTC and to a camera fair. and they were selling the Canon 500D at a damn good offer. and last day! but i'll tell you why later i probably won't be able to get it.

and then it was back to Putra KTM station to head back down to Kepong. little did i realise that the train that came was heading to Sentul and we boarded it (my fault ==). and from there we had to take the train back to Putra KTM and wait for the Rawang train that passes by Kepong. wasted like 1 hour for that crap. geez.

got back and went for football at school. dinner/yumcha at Ali Bawah (Gou Lou). got back home, and dad bought a new printer. the brand? "brother"....okay. nvr heard of it, but wth xD!

my aunt called earlier to ask me about my day. and she told me that actually she,my uncle and grandma were planning to get me the DSLR if i got good grades. the trouble is, good grades as in A's or solid grades? and it sucks to just think of it.

like my previous post has mentioned, i only got 1A. the rest were 6B's and 2C's. okay screw the C's. i got 7 strong grades. but oh look, 6 of em aren't A's. so yea its not good grades.

so everything in achievement of SPM goes by the A's. so even a B+ which is one grade lower than the A won't even be recognised as a strong grade. i find this very annoying. it's like the A decides everything. want a scholarship? get more A's. rewards? A's please. "oh all B+? sorry nothing." i mean come on! its not like without an A i'm a weak student. i'm just balanced that's all!

try telling most people who asks you for your results that you have only 1 or 2 A's and i bet you the first thing that comes to their mind :" oh a weak/so-so student". it's like the B's don't even count. i don't know but i just freaking hate this mentality. all the about the damn A's.

okay fine it's part of my fault too for not studying hard enough to get the A's. a lil more effort would have changed everything now would it? but what would be the point? if you're a student who gets a few A's say maybe like 4 or 5, then it'll go down to comparing who has more A's and then we go all over again. same thing, just on a higher scale.

*sigh* but what can you do about it? that's how the world goes. reality can be so mean. everything is so competitive these days. being good just won't cut in. everything wants the best only.

and another thing about life here is that its so unfair especially when it comes to deciding your future. choose to live for the sake of living or choose to live happily? choosing to live happily might seem like the choice for everyone, but choosing this won't guarentee that you'll live long enough. choosing to live for the sake of living however ensures that you will survive, but it won't be any fun or satisfaction. sucks huh?

well what can i say, everything will eventually happen. leave it to fate i guess.....

k.ienlam

spm results...right. now what?

2010-03-12T01:25:00.002+08:00

right so today was result day. am i proud of my results? no. happy? no. satisfied? no. i'll get straight to the point. here's my results :

*Bahasa Melayu - B+

*English - A+

*Moral - B+

*Sejarah - B+

*Mathematics - B+

*Additional Mathematics - C

*Physics - B

*Chemistry - C

*Biology - B

sad isnt it?a lil bit more effort and all the B+ could have been an A-. *sigh* nevermind, what's done is done. i'll have to make do without a scholarship.

anyway congratulations to those who achieved excellent results and average results. best of luck in your future :D. and to those who didn't fare very well, well....it's over isn't it? haha! enjoy la ;P

but right now the real headache starts. you see, i'm really into mass communication. talking to people, communicating...i like those kinda stuff. but of course, these kinda stuff won't last in the long run...sooner or later it'll have to pass down to the younger generation, wouldn't it? my mom and aunt is trying to get that in my mind and is asking me to consider other courses that would be more........stable?

so here's the breakdown :

Follow my choice : Benefit(s) = it's my interest, so i'd excel in it.

Disadvantage(s) = wouldn't last long as i age

Choosing something 'safe' : Benefit(s) = chances of a job and pay is more promising

Disadvantage(s) = if my heart's not in it, it probably wont make a

difference. i'll just be working for the sake of living.

so what'll it be? should i choose the red pill or the blue pill? i seriously have no idea. a part of me is ambitious and says that i should follow my dream. on the other hand, the logic side of me is telling me to do what's more logical and safer and continues to remind me about the consequences if the red pill is a mistake. and im in between.

so I don't know...seriously. what should i do? help me out guys.

i think i'll stop here for now. till sumthing else comes up, i'll update. ciaos.

oh btw,

this is the video of the fireworks i recorded as mentioned in my Hong Kong post. sorry it took super long =P! its kinda nice, i still enjoy watching it. give it a try ;D

k.ienlam

just listen please.

2010-03-10T20:08:00.002+08:00

regarding my older post where i wrote about a certain race and used a god's name in it to release my anger, i apologise if it offended anyone and i hope you please understand what was i trying to say in that post and why i used those words.

first of all, i accept and realise my mistake. using the word 'allah' to swear isn't approprieate. out of anger i blogged with it, so that was my mistake of not having enough self-control.

second thing is, i know that i sound racist, and to you i am. but the fact is im not. using 'malay' as reference is inapprorieate also i know. that's racist isn't it? scolding someone by their race. i get it. but i didn't have any other way to refer to the particular individual. i only knew he was a malay guy. okay fine, i'm sure you're saying, 'why cant you just refer to him as "that guy" or something like that?' yea okay sorry for not thinking of that while i was pissed. but i DID clearly state that i don't refer to the ENTIRE race. i stated that i'm refering to the ONES LIKE THAT PARTICULAR INDIVIDUAL that i'm pissed at. meaning the one's that has his same attitude.

a friend of mine then asked me, "so you're saying my race has a bunch of 's***i's?" i would say yes. infact all races have. its a fact. there's no particular race in this world that everyone of that race is all good and well mannered. its the same. i can state here that i'm chinese, but there are still suckers out there who are a disgrace to the chinese. and i'd condemn them if it had anything to do with me.

this isn't about me being racist or whatsoever. if i'm being a racist, you think i'd even bother adding that last sentence? heck i'll just condemn the whole race la, why i wanna exclude the one's who isn't like the guy i mentioned? i exclude cuz i'm not racist. i refer to those people and only them.

so go ahead and call me racist, i know what i'm trying to say. if people can feel offended when it's just a lil condemn about the suckers of their race WHICH they themselves are not one of the suckers, then i don't know what to say.

i've been condemn before for years in high school. and the comments and critics goes straight to ME. in my face. if i can handle it being critisized about myself, why can't you handle it when i'm just critisizing the 'bad' type of yur race and not even you?

if I were to explain this on facebook, the first thing i'd get would be death-threat comments. so i'm gona put my explaination here. if you feel the need to talk to me about it, drop a message. i'm just expressing what i feel is right. if it's wrong to you, then have it your way, i'll just have to say sorry. but as for what i mentioned in the second paragraph, that is 100% my fault. i apologise again for that.

k.ienlam

'accidental' pass :D

2010-03-09T18:53:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone, im back lol. just came to update some stuff.

SPM results coming out in 2 more days...11/3/2010. nervous? tension? don't worry me too :) but everything's done, i just pray for my 6A's or more xD!! i hope everyone gets good results yo :P!

oh the GREAT news bout today. i 'accidentally' passed my driving exam LOL! define "accidently", u say? well it was like this. i got into my car, waiting for my turn on the slopes. checked everything...then decided to try the clutch. put the gear to reverse and reversed abit..BANG! LOL! hit the car behind me WHICH wasn't there when i checked =.= lucky the helpers there asked me to move forward and JPJ officers didn't see a thing! LOL! accident? maybeee :D. pass? YOU BET! LOL!

haha anyway, hope to drive soon..cuz i won;t have to worry about transportation anymore :P hope to see you guys from 1992 with happy faces jumping around on Thursday haha! till then, ciao!

k.ienlam

A Night To Blog.

2010-03-01T02:22:00.005+08:00

Lol hey everyone, sorry its been a month since my last post. February kept me busy haha ;) Lots had happened, lots will be remembered ( im not even sure if my grammar is correct.ah wth xD! ) . To sum it all up, Feb was fun, I mean it. I mean....I learned to drive! annndddd failed my exam =(. will pass next time...WILL! YOU HEARD ME! ;)

Okay ignore my crazy self at the paragraph above. sudden rush of confidence xD!

well, other than driving..i finally bought my iPod Touch! yeap..and i'm loving it :) thx JJ for teaching me how to jailbreak =). sorry for the trouble caused xD!

Lets see..what else. Oh. Happy Valentines Day and Happy Chinese New Year! lol yes i know it was long gone..but it aint a crime to wish late xD! CNY wasn't as active as last year..and it was a freaking hot CNY this year. The Sun must've been on pills =.=.

Other than that, i've had quite a number of outings lol. Birthday parties, house visits, late night gaming..haha. I even learned some mahjong this year xD! Dun let me 'gong' and 'pong' you ngahahaha!

Oh and i've gotten myself hooked onto Street Fighter IV. already joined a community at Cineleisure....more to come xD! learning from a 'master' currently =O.

It was nice to meet up with friends after school. everyone has changed ( well..almost everyone xD!) since i last met them back in school last year. change is good i guess =). If Jaclyn is reading this she'll sure to be flattered ahahahah!

Oh, and happy bday to those who aged this month. Leong Jie Ying a.k.a my sifu 81 year.....er i mean 18 years YOUNG adi xD! happy bday =P. And the Jaclyn, happy 4.5 years old! the first baby i know studying in college xD! And since now its 1st of March already...Boss Fish a.k.a Ee Shan, happy bday also xD! Hope you grow taller la LOL!

SPM results are out on the 16th. Thats 15 days from now. Life changing day lol. To my uncle Pak Choong : I WILL WIN YOUR OFFER! MARK ME WORDS XD!

ahaha talking bout life changing..something is about to happen to. I'm gona......aiya nvm la when it happens only i blog about it...if i feel like it *smirk*. you wanna noe wat happens, stay tuned to Fireflies xD!

Well that's all for now. Hopefully i get more nights like this that makes me wanna blog. See you guys on result day alright? ;). and good luck for those having driving exams/college semester exams/first term exams...anyone needs any luck for anything, know that you can take some here by reading this =D! *Good Luck* see you all soon!

k.ienlam

first pay cheque =D!

2010-01-27T01:07:00.003+08:00

boo yea! first pay cheque after nearly a month of work xD!! RM 479.25 LOL! which is not including EPF, SOSCO and uniform deposit....so that means i'm suppose to have even more than this xD! darn nice haha! now i can finally get my iPod Touch!! next week next week =D!

owh..and i'm quitting Secret Recipe =). Kay's Cafe offered me a job...higher pay and meals provided haha! thank god for the opportunity. last day at Secret Recipe will be on 31st January. First day at Kay's...24th Feb, after CNY and my driving exam =)! hope its all going according to plan xD!

till then, ciao.

k.ienlam

like wtf?

2010-01-21T22:17:00.003+08:00

Hey sorry for being inactive. Been working my ass off at Secret Recipe. busy busy =P. So yea..finally found some time to blog now haha.

First of, i've finally registered for driving LOL! infact, i've already done my amali =). undang 47/50 woo yea xD! hope i can finish up and get my P license ASAP xD!

damn i want my pay cheque already T_T! the iPod Touch awaits me!! GAH!!!

and today the stupidest crap happened after work.i ended my shift at 7.30, and left for the toilet. a collegue of mine, a malay girl also finished same time, and was going to the toilet too. so we went and then when going back downstairs through the escalator . and this guy sees us both on the escalator going down. we said bye and i went to my bike. the guy approaches me and asked me where i went just now and am i sabahan. ' tadi kau pegi mana?' ' kau sabahan?' i replied no and i went toilet. and he goes, ' you pergi toilet dengan pompuan?' i was like wtf??! of course i go myself la zz! and he asks me the same question 3 times...like wtf u deaf?! and then he starts pointing at me and telling me, ' jangan kau cuba pacaran'. BLOODY FAG! SINCE WHEN I WAN PACARAN WITH YUR GIRL OR WHOEVER SHE IS TO YOU? fuck you asshole, you think you're acting for a some local drama isit? for heaven's sake...go do some research before confronting people..and stop being so jealous...noobs.

no offence to all you malays out there...this isn't for you...it's for the ones in your race that thinks they are highly superior or something. i totally respect the malays, they are awesome people. but sometimes there are just some assholes among us that gives us a bad image. i mean, which race doesn't have those kind of people?

k.ienlam

first cover x)

2010-01-14T03:38:00.001+08:00

lol yesh my first youtube cover. forgive the poor audio and video quality, i don't have a good microphone and camera =(. and yesh my voice sucks lalala dun care my blog my way =)

k.ienlam

i'm not ready =(

2010-01-08T01:18:00.002+08:00

Hey everyone, sorry its been logn since i last blogged. and sry i didnt post any pics of my HK and Shenzhen trip..been busy........and lazy.

I've recently started work..yeap. Part time customer service at Secret Recipe at The Waterfront,Desapark City. Earning a rate of RM4 per hour...working 8 hours a day with 1 hour break. no meals provided. F**K thats gona make me more broke ==. I've been working for like...9 days already now..and work is starting to get more dreadful. i duno its just...dread. everyday the same thing...those 8 hours i spend there...darn zz. the only motivation i have is the money i'm gona get..which isnt gona be as much as the other shops which offers Rm4.50 per hour or RM 5..(which are all full). Im blogging here at 1.22 a.m. and have to get up at 9 a.m. tomorrow as usual..zz. Dying slowly =(. sigh.

k.ienlam

Hong Kong & Shenzhen (China) trip.

2009-12-26T23:42:00.005+08:00

Day 1

So there i was sitting in the congested plane next to some lady. The plane took off and soon was flying. and it was already 3.00 a.m. rotten timing. lil bro couldnt take the pressure..his ears were hurtin, but he made it anyway lol. plane landed at Shenzhen Airport at around 5.45 a.m. from there, a tour guide took 9 of us into a van and took us to the immigration between Shenzhen and Hong Kong. got through it and had a McD for breakfast haha! they had ham and cheese burger, which means its PORK. xD! sorry orng2 melayu =)

then another tour guide came and took us to the hotel. the hotel is located in the middle of the busiest street in Hong Kong..Nathan Road. so yea it has a good location. although the room was small...like very,very small, it was comfy =). i like it here xD!

for lunch, we headed to a restaurant at Nathan Road. after that, we had to buy some lip balm. the cold and dry wind cracks your lips. brr. then it was the night tour at 3.30 p.m. =.= we went to some places which were really not bad. Avenue of Stars was one of them. overlooking across it is Hong Kong Island..and the view is splendid. all the lights from the buildings on the other side was scenic. and it was also a place where the local celebrities place their hand marks..haha! and Bruce Lee's statue is there too..haha.

after that we went for dinner. had goose for dinner =D! not bad haha. and then after that the tour guide took us to Hong Kong Island through the underwater tunnel ( yes..underwater). from there to Victoria Peak...where we will get a super nice view of Hong Kong at night. and indeed it was =D! located at the peak is also a wax museum haha! took some pics with the ' celebs' =). waiting for my uncle to develop them into a cd for me.

Day 2

today we only have 1 destination. DISNEYLAND! xD! had breakfast at a 60's style cafe behind the hotel. then the bus took us to Disneyland at Lantou Island. The place was great...nice atmosphere. the price of the food was manslaughter zz. HK$ 48 for a bowl of mee. that's RM 24. Wtf. forget that, i wanna talk about some other nice stuff =). there was the place where its like a studio place. they show us how animation is done at PIXAR. and this cool machine was damn cool =) jase if yur reading this u might wanna watch it =D

sry if its really blur. its basically a spinning machine with repeating dolls. when they spin at high speed and blink with lights, it looks like the dolls are moving =)

so there was a few rides here and there, and some window shopping. but the main part is the finale fireworks at the Disney Castle. and darn it was good =) i'll upload the fireworks video on a different post =)

Day 3

For today, it was the city tour for us. had HK dim sum for breakfast =) .some visits to some jewelry shop, herbal store..temple..zz. nothing interesting. after lunch, we headed back to Shenzhen. upon arrival at Shenzhen, another tour guide took us to our hotel. it sucked =/. not a hotel u wanna hang around for the whole day. when walking down the streets of Shenzhen for dinner and some shopping, i was disgusted. young girls spitting in public,super dirty floors,rubbish, loud and rude talking..wtf? disgrace chinese people zz. it just sucked.

Day 4

As for tday, our tour guide took us to some jewlery place (again) and some herbal store (again!) zz. but after all that was Window of the World. its a place where you'll find miniatures of statues, structures and famous places around the world. its the best part about Shenzhen lol. Nice place.

After that we went to the Chinese Cultural Village. Nt a bad place, its something like Window of the World, except that its all chinese stuff. 1 part has all the miniatures and another has villages of tribes in China in the past. great place =D! the performances weren't too shabby too =)

Day 5

Today wasn't much. no tours or anything. free day lol. after breakfast at the hotel (which sucked), went down to shopping areas to look around. and guess what? China has thumbdrives as big as 800gb! selling at 450 Yuan, thats RM 225. so my uncle and I went to a shop and bargain-ed for a 120 gb thumdrive (basically we asked them to lower. they refuse, we walk away LOL!). by doing so, we won at a price of 35 yuan from the original 110 yuan. but you cant trust these china products. and proven, it doesnt work well. Well, at least it only cost me RM 17, lol. And then came night where we headed to the airport and flew back here =). and the biggest surpise was....I came home to find a new computer! Dad upgrade out streamyx line and they gave us this new comp. sweet =)

I'll upload the pictures in another post..too lazy now =P.

k.ienlam

Avatar!

2009-12-18T21:24:00.003+08:00

Before i talk about the title...just something xtra. Visited TARC tday...not bad for a college! Many sports facilities..and the campus is freaking BIG! the people are friendly..=). i think i might like it there xD!

Back to the topic...

Avatar ROCKED!

Seriously...good graphics..good story..good animations. This is the movie to NOT miss. i repeat..NOT!

I wanna watch again =D!

k.ienlam

A Simulated Life

2009-12-16T03:53:00.002+08:00

Current addiction : Sims 3!!!

Love the new traits function lol. Though I might be abit addicted..but who cares?! SPM finished la..xD! Syok.

k.ienlam

=)

2009-12-13T03:30:00.003+08:00

lol random blogging =). didnt do much tday, dinner at mamak and a drive downtown to see the sights =D! nothing else besides that =P.

3.35 a.m...what now?

k.ienlam

cute lil dude haha!

2009-12-09T17:41:00.002+08:00

came across this lil dude from David Choi's tweets. check him out ahah!

drunk-ish xD!!

the end of a chapter : high school.

2009-12-08T22:29:00.003+08:00

today finally came =) final day of SPM! Chemistry paper...was kinda tough. i hope i did good enough =P. best part of all is all this misery is over! *crowd goes wooooooooooooo!'* haha. went to DPC straight after the last paper. talked..chatted...it was nice. asked the manager of Coffee Bean if he had any vacancies too, haha! he said to come on thursday for an interview 0.O! nice x)

had dinner with relatives. uncle gave rm150 for spending...syok =). thanks. and they broke the news (so called broke lol). im goin on a vacation to Hong Kong and Shenzhen (i think that's how u spell it xD!) starting from the 19th and will be back in Malaysia on Christmas morning =D! hope its a good vacation.

ahh....feels damn nice after SPM. so much to do haha! life is about to get more exciting in this new chapter =)

k.ienlam

what a day =)

2009-12-06T01:19:00.001+08:00

ah...today was a busy day xD! went to jusco at 12 to meet Seong Ywee who had a job proposition for me. turns out to be direct sales for a company called QuestNet. earn up to US$ 250 a week ( if u make it dat far la ). should i take it up? its not that easy lol. owh well, see how first la. owh met Edward there too. he's going japan for studies 0.o...pro haha. all the best to you dude!

and after that was my last tuition class haha! Mr.Lim, possibly the best chemistry teacher in Msia...haha. i owe him for the knowledge passed down =).

well after tuition, went down my relatives to Wangsa Walk..a new mall opened at Wangsa Maju for dinner. i've been there once...but this time i explored abit more. not bad a place haha. after a walk around, went home. and now im blogging here haha. so yea, that's it. =)

Mr Lim & I

Had dinner here. similar to KFC lol.

IT section...lets go further in =)

BIGGG Yamaha shop!

Hall of guitars...heaven

Its gona be a white Christmas? =)

Snowflake =)

k.ienlam

photography vid.

2009-12-04T03:48:00.003+08:00

the other day i got bored, so i decided to make a slideshow vid out of my photography shots. enjoy =)

lol.don't ask me why the vid has the same song as my profile..currently addicted to it =P

k.ienlam

re-ignite.

2009-12-04T01:51:00.000+08:00

hey everyone, i've decided to get back to blogging after such a long period of time xD! but since the old blog is full of junks, i'm gonna start fresh here with this blog. so those of you who follows my blog at www.rentrix.blogspot.com, u can start following here =). i won't delete my old blog..i'll just leave it inactive.

so right now...i'm about to finish up SPM. Chem paper on tuesday...and i'm free for the next 4 months or so until i start college haha! so yea, will catch up with everyone else. till then, ciao!

k.ienlam