just listen please.

regarding my older post where i wrote about a certain race and used a god's name in it to release my anger, i apologise if it offended anyone and i hope you please understand what was i trying to say in that post and why i used those words.

first of all, i accept and realise my mistake. using the word 'allah' to swear isn't approprieate. out of anger i blogged with it, so that was my mistake of not having enough self-control.

second thing is, i know that i sound racist, and to you i am. but the fact is im not. using 'malay' as reference is inapprorieate also i know. that's racist isn't it? scolding someone by their race. i get it. but i didn't have any other way to refer to the particular individual. i only knew he was a malay guy. okay fine, i'm sure you're saying, 'why cant you just refer to him as "that guy" or something like that?' yea okay sorry for not thinking of that while i was pissed. but i DID clearly state that i don't refer to the ENTIRE race. i stated that i'm refering to the ONES LIKE THAT PARTICULAR INDIVIDUAL that i'm pissed at. meaning the one's that has his same attitude.

a friend of mine then asked me, "so you're saying my race has a bunch of 's***i's?" i would say yes. infact all races have. its a fact. there's no particular race in this world that everyone of that race is all good and well mannered. its the same. i can state here that i'm chinese, but there are still suckers out there who are a disgrace to the chinese. and i'd condemn them if it had anything to do with me.

this isn't about me being racist or whatsoever. if i'm being a racist, you think i'd even bother adding that last sentence? heck i'll just condemn the whole race la, why i wanna exclude the one's who isn't like the guy i mentioned? i exclude cuz i'm not racist. i refer to those people and only them.

so go ahead and call me racist, i know what i'm trying to say. if people can feel offended when it's just a lil condemn about the suckers of their race WHICH they themselves are not one of the suckers, then i don't know what to say.

i've been condemn before for years in high school. and the comments and critics goes straight to ME. in my face. if i can handle it being critisized about myself, why can't you handle it when i'm just critisizing the 'bad' type of yur race and not even you?

if I were to explain this on facebook, the first thing i'd get would be death-threat comments. so i'm gona put my explaination here. if you feel the need to talk to me about it, drop a message. i'm just expressing what i feel is right. if it's wrong to you, then have it your way, i'll just have to say sorry. but as for what i mentioned in the second paragraph, that is 100% my fault. i apologise again for that.

k.ienlam