had a busy day. got up at 8 to head to Kepong KTM station. Jieying came later and we headed to KL Central for breakfast at McDonald's (sausage mcmuffin rocks!). after that was a switch to LRT down to Wangsa Melati station (i think there's a Wangsa in it...). from there, we got a cab to take us to TARC a.k.a Tunku Abdul Rahman College. they had their open day today, so i decided to check things out cause i would be studying there soon.
Oh and thanks again Jieying for accompanying lol.
So we got in, headed to the hall and walked around lol. then we went to a lab where a lecturer was giving info on Mass Communication which i'm interested in. in the end there was only 4 people there including me, Jieying, a girl who wants to change her course with her mom. so yea a Dr.Tang had a face-to-face disscussion with us and he brought us to see the recording studios used by Mass Com students too. video editing studio....audio recording studio....video recording studio..damn. with the latest tech too. sweet :)
then we got back to the hall where i talked to a financial counsultant. and oh we bumped into Marcus and Shermaine too. both came to register lol.
after that, we headed down to KLCC and had lunch at A&W cause we couldn't decide what to eat ==. from there we went to KLCC's edu fair to look for doctorjob books, but sadly takde lol.
from there, we went back to KL Central to switch back to KTM and headed to Putra station where my uncle was waiting for me at the Matta Fair. he brought me to PWTC and to a camera fair. and they were selling the Canon 500D at a damn good offer. and last day! but i'll tell you why later i probably won't be able to get it.
and then it was back to Putra KTM station to head back down to Kepong. little did i realise that the train that came was heading to Sentul and we boarded it (my fault ==). and from there we had to take the train back to Putra KTM and wait for the Rawang train that passes by Kepong. wasted like 1 hour for that crap. geez.
got back and went for football at school. dinner/yumcha at Ali Bawah (Gou Lou). got back home, and dad bought a new printer. the brand? "brother"....okay. nvr heard of it, but wth xD!
my aunt called earlier to ask me about my day. and she told me that actually she,my uncle and grandma were planning to get me the DSLR if i got good grades. the trouble is, good grades as in A's or solid grades? and it sucks to just think of it.
like my previous post has mentioned, i only got 1A. the rest were 6B's and 2C's. okay screw the C's. i got 7 strong grades. but oh look, 6 of em aren't A's. so yea its not good grades.
so everything in achievement of SPM goes by the A's. so even a B+ which is one grade lower than the A won't even be recognised as a strong grade. i find this very annoying. it's like the A decides everything. want a scholarship? get more A's. rewards? A's please. "oh all B+? sorry nothing." i mean come on! its not like without an A i'm a weak student. i'm just balanced that's all!
try telling most people who asks you for your results that you have only 1 or 2 A's and i bet you the first thing that comes to their mind :" oh a weak/so-so student". it's like the B's don't even count. i don't know but i just freaking hate this mentality. all the about the damn A's.
okay fine it's part of my fault too for not studying hard enough to get the A's. a lil more effort would have changed everything now would it? but what would be the point? if you're a student who gets a few A's say maybe like 4 or 5, then it'll go down to comparing who has more A's and then we go all over again. same thing, just on a higher scale.
*sigh* but what can you do about it? that's how the world goes. reality can be so mean. everything is so competitive these days. being good just won't cut in. everything wants the best only.
and another thing about life here is that its so unfair especially when it comes to deciding your future. choose to live for the sake of living or choose to live happily? choosing to live happily might seem like the choice for everyone, but choosing this won't guarentee that you'll live long enough. choosing to live for the sake of living however ensures that you will survive, but it won't be any fun or satisfaction. sucks huh?
well what can i say, everything will eventually happen. leave it to fate i guess.....
k.ienlam
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